Dear Johnny

2012

2012-01-11T16:31:00.002-07:00

i'm back. because I am inspired by this post by hila shachar :

this year, i will
spend more time at the beach,
with sand between my toes.

this year, i will
give up on the goal of less coffee
because more coffee means more pleasure,
and some vices are good.
i will indulge in a second piece of cake when offered,
and ironically stop worrying
that i'm so permanently skinny.
who cares.

this year, i will
stop saying yes
when i really mean no,
and stop saying no
when i'm too afraid to say yes.
i will stop caring what perfect strangers think,
and hold close the opinions
of those who care for me.

this year, i will
leave aside mandatory daily moments for
savouring the first sip of coffee
rather than chugging it down in a rush,
prolonged belly rubs for a furry friend called kobi
rather than distracted pats,
five minutes of daydreaming
rather than relentless mental list-making,
a few seconds of smelling my perfume
rather than carelessly putting it on.

this year, i will
write
so very much,
just for my own pleasure
and no-one else.
i will take time to enjoy words
rather than edit them.
i will marvel at their simplicity
and unknowability,
especially those untranslatable ones:

cafuné (brazilian portuguese): the act of tenderly running your fingers through someone's hair.

i will also run my fingers through someone's hair,
while thinking of these words.

this year, i will
be more protective of my time,
it's in short supply these days.

this year, i will
stop making lists of things
i cannot possibly hope to achieve,
or even want to undertake.
but i will write a new list
if i don't have the
courage, sense, or wisdom,
to follow this one.

* * *

happy new year!

xx,

miks

36 weeks down

2011-06-03T18:13:00.001-06:00

HES COMING HOME TO ME!! Well, he’s making his way back into the beautiful US of A.

That’s right ladies and gents, JBI has completed his last mission. has turned in his gun. is on a plane and is coming home.

My heart has never ached so happy and life has never been more beautiful.

miks--xx

35 weeks down.

2011-05-18T17:13:00.000-06:00

This just felt right.

Miks-xx

34 weeks down

2011-05-18T17:11:00.001-06:00

I am sitting here thinking of something to write about. Something out of the ordinary, but my brain doesn’t want to connect with my heart. So here is my pathetic attempt to blog.

Today I feel like I am on drugs (not the good kind). I am so out of it and I think I may be coming down with some freak bug that is going around. Or it could have something to do with no sun kissing my skin. It’s funny how your daily emotions play off of the weather. This week Utah has 3 days, maybe 4, of cold, rainy wet…..it’s kind of putting a drag on my energy.

Well, i’m off to unpack and pack some more…I have to have a house ready by the time Johnny gets home. Sigh, life never slows down.

xoxo,

Miks

33 weeks down.

2011-05-15T21:51:00.003-06:00

bare with me, while I find my “ groove.” I’ve taken a break from this world, and i'm struggling with my words. But, it does feel good to be writing again.

I miss him, it’s been eight months. Everyday is a day closer to him but the days don’t seem to be moving fast enough. My patience is running out, at the same time there is a fear of having him home. Every single day is a rollercoaster of emotion and i’m dealing with it the best way I can……and soaking it all in like the sun.

It’s easy to forget what you feel, the fears you’ve had, the sadness, the happy times,the funny times. It all dissolves eventually, and that makes me a little sad. Part of the reason why I am documenting this year (the most incredible year of my life) is to look back at this memoir, years down the road and remind myself what this past year has meant to me and as a reminder that it all gets better from here.

Miks--xx

32 weeks down.

2011-05-09T16:55:00.003-06:00

After the perfect vacation with Johnny on his two week leave, after the loss of our baby, after the loss of our dog, after being on the road pretty much every weekend since March and after taking a long (longer then I planned) break from blogging I am back!

xoxo,

Miks

31 weeks down.

2011-02-10T12:53:00.001-07:00

Where in the world is he?

Johnny isn’t home yet, he’s en route—I have no idea where he is. Normally I would be sad about this; but every passing day brings me closer to him so all I can do is be happy and not stress.

I am long over due for a break from life so I am kind of “checked out” on a daily basis and I find myself fantasizing about Johnny surprising me at work, or as I'm falling asleep or running into him at a grocery store—and he kisses me in a way that makes my knees buckle. Sigh, he’s amazing.

Let’s take a break from my romantic mind movie and vent about traveling. Traveling is EXPENSiVE!!!! I had to change our travel plans to Hawaii and I am a little bitter about it because it ended up costing A LOT of money. We could’ve taken another person with us for the amounts we paid. Johnny better be here by the 13.

I know this post is a day early, but I have a feeling Johnny will be here tomorrow and when he’s here my life is dedicated to being with him.

HaPpY vAleNtINe’S DaY!

xoxo,

Miks

30 weeks down

2011-02-04T18:46:00.001-07:00

Two weeks of Johnny. <3 <3 <3 <3

He flies home to me in TWO DAYS! I cannot believe I get to see the most incredible man that God has ever made (okay, maybe a little dramatic Miks) in less than a week. The only thing that will put a kink in his travel home is the weather. Dear God, please fix the weather so JBI can come home with no delay! Please please please.

This is what has been on my mind for the past week: Johnny, loving Johnny, Johnny’s love, Hawaii,Johnny,No work,having Johnny’s baby….Johnny: it’s like a dream to me right now—I am beyond ready for these next two weeks to start happening! I am so anxious to see him, it’s making me a little crazy. it’s making me very crazy. But I am hoping my world will calm down once I lay my eyes and lips on him. Until then, I have to live through our pictures:

xoxo,

Miks

29 weeks down.

2011-02-04T18:19:00.001-07:00

It’s time for the love…my favorite human feeling in the world.

Valentines day is not my favorite holiday of the year, but I am very excited about it this time around because JOHNNY IS COMING HOME ON HIS R&R—woohoooo!

So I thought I would share my joy with a few pics and my absolute favorites out there right now:

I think this would be the best valentines day present to get from a loved one—it’s so sweet.

You can order these at http://www.theticketkitchen.com/ (I kind of wish I someone sent these to me *hint hint*)

I wish I could remember how I came across this find so I could give my love to the person who turned me onto this site!

another adorable v-day idea…..and the fruit stickers are a free print out—that’s right FREE! http://www.twigandthistle.com/blog/2011/01/naturally-sweet-diy-valentine/

and this art is just beautiful to me, I had to share!!!

And I’ll leave you with this sweet thought on love:

“Sometimes, when we’re lying together, I look at her and I feel dizzy with the realization that here is another distinct person from me, who has memories, origins, thoughts, feelings that are different from my own. That tension between familiarity and mystery meshes something strong between us. Even if one builds a life together based on trust, attentiveness and mutual support, I think that it’s important that a partner continues to surprise." --Barack Obama

xoxo,

Miks

28 weeks down.

2011-02-04T17:35:00.001-07:00

I walked into my office to find this on my desk!!!! I’ve wanted one of these for a very long time and now I have one of my very own…and to make it a million times better, it was a total surprise. Happy days—I heart the people in my vida.

I get to start another adventure which leads to another set of skills I will have under my belt by the time JBI gets home—this is going to be fun.

In case you were wondering here’s the type of “look” that come from this camera:

xoxo,

Mikarelli

27 weeks down….

2011-02-04T15:32:00.001-07:00

Wanted: Beautiful. Pink. Sparkly Watch…..I swear it was made just for me!

Do you ever feel like you deserve everything you want? I do, especially since Johnny’s not here.

Too bad I am on a budget.

xoxo,

Mika

25 weeks down.

2010-12-30T19:43:00.001-07:00

If only 25 weeks were the half way mark!

Okay, I am done missing Johnny. I always meesh him, but I am done being pathetic about it…time to move on.

I wanna give props to myself for sitting my ass down and catching up on my blog!!

and I want to wish all of you a safe and happy new year….make sure to bring it in with some style!

xoxo,

Mikarince de la crince

24 weeks down.

2010-12-30T19:34:00.001-07:00

It’s the holiday season!! Since Johnny has been gone, I don’t think I have missed him as much as I have during this time. I’d like to say that it’s not a pathetic kind of missing him, but that would be a lie….because it’s totally that high school dramatic, life is over if I don’t see this person kind of feeling….and I am not ashamed of it either. Yeah, that’s right I am OWNING my feelings. Because this love of ours has brought me to where I am today, and will continue to be my lighthouse.

James, Jack and Cupcake have helped me through this holiday season—they have also added a few lbs. to my body, but thank G I got a personal trainer for Christmas!!

Speaking of Christmas, I hope you all had a fabulous holiday!!

XOXO,

Mika

23 weeks down

2010-12-30T19:16:00.001-07:00

New Mexico. Road Trip Style. For SFC. Thode’s service.

THODE James (Jim) Earl Thode 1965 ~ 2010 Jim was born in Show Low, Arizona on September 27, 1965. He was killed in action while on active duty in Afghanistan by an improvised explosive device on December, 2, 2010. Jim was a Sergeant First Class with Blanding's 118th Engineer Sapper Company, 1457th Engineer Battalion, of the Utah National Guard. At age three, Jim and his family moved to Tucson, AZ where he graduated from Catalina High School and the University of Arizona. Jim was a Patrol Sergeant with the Farmington Police Department in Farmington, NM where he served for 14 years. He was awarded the Supervisor of the Year for 2009. Jim is survived by his wife Carlotta, daughter Ashley and son, Thomas, all of Kirtland, NM, his mother Eve and stepfather Ron Taylor of Pagosa Springs, CO, and his father Ernest Thode and sister, Mary Thode from Tucson, AZ, and grandmother Olive Myers from Payson AZ. The Thodes are members of the Pinon Hills Community Church at 5101 N. Dustin in Farmington, NM and services will be held there on Wednesday, December 15, 2010 at 10:00 a.m. and officiated by Pastor John Morgan. Jim was a beloved husband, father, brother and son and those who served with Jim and the community in which he lived, respected him for his integrity, work ethic and selflessness. He will be dearly missed.

Mika’s note:

SFC Thodes service was the most beautiful, inspiring, moving service I
have ever been too. I am grateful to have been able to attend.
I really think they honored him in the best way possible, by the end
of the service I felt like knew this man and can truly say with all of
my heart that I miss him. "Thode had four pillars in life in which he
put in all of his heart and energy: family, duty, service and honor."
For one man to able to make such a HUGE HUGE impact in peoples lives
by living a selfless life is amazing.
People came from all over the country to pay their respects, with no
exaggeration there were around 1,500 who attended. You could hear a
pin drop it was soo quiet, the level of respect for this man
gave/gives me chills. Again, the service was very very well done,
there were no flowers, a lot of pictures, his casket was placed on
stage it was silver draped with the American flag, and his gun and
helmet right next to it.
There were four speakers, a general, his right hand man who led the
swat team with him, his best friend and his pastor. The words that
were used were so strong and full of emotion. There was also a musical
number that brought the crowd to tears. The song was an acoustic
version of amazing grace, very beautiful.
At the end of the service there were 500 military personnel in
formation while they carried his casket to the Hurst, some of the
soldiers had tears streaming down their face while standing in the
formation, it was such a beautiful image. They also had a plane fly
over while SFC was being carried and two fire trucks with the American
flag.I don't remember the last time I felt so inspired.

xoxo,

Miks

22 weeks down.

2010-12-30T18:58:00.001-07:00

Christmas madness begins!!! Too bad I finished all of my shopping early this year—and of course its the ONE year everyone decided to be decisive and sent out there “wish list.” LAME! Oh well, to everyone who received a gift from me, even though it wasn’t what you asked for, I hope you like it!

I was at Barnes and noble when I received an email stating that Johnny’s platoon SGT. James E. Thode was KIA while they were on a mission, two others injured and reading the names of people I know through Johnny is wayyyyy to close to home for me. The way my heart felt when I read through the email was something so horrible I can’t even describe the feeling. I hope to never feel that again.

I went to support an old friend in his music career (who rocked the stage by the way), I had not seen this person in 5 years, but he is one of my very best friends and seeing him after all this time, along with a few other old friends was exactly what I needed. I was starting to debate my friend situation, I had gone out with a few people, you know tried to put myself out there and I HATED it. It felt so unnatural and forced; you see I don’t have very many friends (by choice) and I was going through a slump—Then I went out that night and ran into old friends and we picked up right where we left off, no weirdness no forced effort. Nothing. Just a group of people who missed each other and wanted to catch up—and I could feel my happiness shining though. I know I am not the easiest person to get along with and I have my reasons why I am so guarded that I may share with you all one day, just not today.

xoxo,

Mikarelli

21 weeks down.

2010-12-30T18:21:00.001-07:00

Khalil Gibran, on love and on marriage:

When love beckons to you, follow him, though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, so shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore. You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days. Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God. But let there be spaces in your togetherness, and let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another, but make not a bond of love: let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other’s cup but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone even as the strings of the lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other’s keeping. For only the land of Life can contain your hearts. And stand together, yet not too near together, for the pillars of the temple stand apart, and the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other’s shadow.

This was the poem I chose for our wedding ceremony; I read it all the time, it’s something very special and the words are powerful to me so I thought i’d share.

XOXO,

Mika

20 weeks down

2010-12-30T17:34:00.001-07:00

I have many things to be thankful for this year:

1. I am thankful Johnny married me.

2. I am thankful for the sacrifice he has made so we are able to have a clean slate and create the life we want.

3. I am thankful for technology—being able to communicate like we do, is amazing. I am not sure how they did it back in the day….no wonder there was so much scandal

4. I am thankful to have the love and support from the coolest people on the planet.

5. I am thankful for my animals, who give me so much love and warmth

6. I am thankful for my parents for letting me crash at their crib so I don’t have to be alone while Johnny is gone.

7. I am thankful for music, it makes everything in life 100% easier to deal with

8. I am thankful for a second chance in life.

9. I am thankful for myself and my ability to keep on fighting the fight. No matter how hard it is. I will always come out on top.

10. Last but not least, I am thankful for spirituality. It keeps my mind and my heart wide open.

xoxo,

Miks

19 weeks down.

2010-11-19T14:59:00.001-07:00

I think once you hit a certain number of weeks, the time really starts to fly!!!

I cannot believe that my man has already been gone for 19 weeks, we are almost 1/2 way there. I am praying the time continues to go by as quickly as it has, because I want Johnny home with me….So we can do husband, wife, best friend things.

I am not sure if I mentioned this, but Johnny’s two week leave will be in February (I entered in the dates, but then I deleted them to be safe—you never know who has access to these things!); we will spend one week on the beautiful island of Hawai’i where we will hopefully conceive a little Jika (johnny+mika hehe) and we will spend the rest of the time with our beautiful, amazing family and friends.

I cannot get over the fact that Thanksgiving is NEXT WEEK! Every year I make a pumpkin cheesecake (that no one ever eats, regardless that will not stop my tradition. I’ll eat the whole damn thing by myself if I have to!) and last year I made a sweet potato casserole which was a HUGE hit…I think I will make it again.

I am committed to having self control this year—the last thing I want is to be 10 lbs heavier, bloated and mad at myself for eating so much…however, I won’t beat myself up to badly if that does happen. After all it is the holidays!

xoxo,

Miks

18 weeks down.

2010-11-19T14:17:00.001-07:00

An open note to Johnny:

Dear Johnny,

I consider myself lucky to have you as my husband and as my best friend, “you are the best thing that has ever been mine.”

There is a light/energy about you that is all your own, I have continued to watch it grow into something that is beyond amazing and it’s something that has blessed me on a day to day basis. Your desire to be a better person, your strive to change the way people treat each other and your kindness and selfless acts have humbled me as a person and changed my life. Because of you I make it a point to live life without fear, but with a positive attitude and an open heart. I want to thank you for giving me a happier and more beautiful life and I cannot wait to be with you. I know I tell you this all the time, but you are destined for greatness—you are on your way there. Its just a matter of time.

xoxo,

Miks

17 weeks down.

2010-11-12T15:40:00.002-07:00

Here are a few things that I cannot not stop loving right now. Five favorites: Creativity/Inspiration aka Making things with my hands, Winter Sweaters, Positivity, Birds and Beauty.

1. Dreaming of an idea and turning into reality.

in·spi·ra·tion (ĭn'spə-rā'shən) n. Stimulation of the mind or emotions to a high level of feeling or activity.

2. Big+Cozy Sweaters+Coffee=best combination ever.

I am on a mission to have a pretty kick ass sweater collection this year and future years. It makes winter "do able."

3. Thoughts become things.

I am training myself to think positive. be positive. It makes such a HUGE difference in everyday life.

4. Birds. They are kind of my thing.

Since ancient times, because of the Birds connection to the sky, they have been thought of as a supernatural link between the heavens and the earth. Middle Eastern and Asian cultures often speak of birds as symbols of immortality. In East Indian myth, every bird in the world represents a departed soul, and in Christian art, birds often appear as saved souls.

The Crane is a symbol of long life and immortality. The Eagle typifies power, resurrection and generosity. The Falcon signifies, "A Light that Shines in the Darkness". The Nightingale suggestslove and longing. The Owl is synonymous with death and darkness; yet it can also bring wisdom, insight and virtue. The Peacock heralds spring, birth, new growth, longevity, and love. And the tiny Sparrow, represents the love of God for even the"least" among us.

How could you not be inspired by this? Or feel your heart flutter for that matter?

5. Inside Beauty, Outside Beauty. Natural Beauty. Over the top Beauty. Every kind of beauty. I am all about it these days.

xoxo,

Miks

16 weeks down.

2010-10-31T22:59:00.003-06:00

Never settle for less than you deserve. I learned that lesson this week--err I guess I should say learning that lesson. It was/is kind of a hard pill to swallow, but after some coaching and support from the most incredible people (*ahem* Lindsay, Johnny and Kira) I am keeping my head up, standing up for myself and not letting people have control over my emotions. Sometimes you have to cut ties to the things that are holding you down.

My sisters water broke WAY to early, she is now on bed rest at the hospital and will be there until she has her baby boy. So I have been helping her out with Mika’ele; which has been so fun for me. I love this little boy. I also met Alexandra from Letters from Base for lunch while she was in town—that was a lot of fun for me, she is such a cute girl.

This weekend was also Halloween aka my favorite holiday. SO I threw/through together a costume last night—which I still have NO idea what I was or what I was trying to attempt. To my credit; even though I threw/through my costume together in 5 minutes it did get a lot of props and compliments. Today I have been laying low—recovering from last night. My legs are so sore from dancing, but nothing a HOT bubble bath can’t fix!! Ooooh and one last thing; Johnny has been gone for 4 months. Woohoooo!

Goodnight Blog World. Thanks for your time and I hope you had a Happy Halloween!

xoxo,

Miks

PS--does anyone want to tell me when to use through vs. threw??

15 weeks down.

2010-10-31T22:11:00.001-06:00

Week 15 I was in Vegas for work.; talk about intense. It made me realize how much I don’t like being in “go go go” environments. If fact, I really do hate it.

Aside from the craziness of the trade show; I managed to have some fun while being there--and I swear I gained 20 lbs yuck.

Now I am back home in freezing COLD SLC. With no bathroom and still living out of boxes. This is my life—and I love it.

xoxo,

Miks

14 weeks down.

2010-10-17T22:56:00.001-06:00

I saw this video on Letters from base and when I watched it; it was exactly how love should be—instant.

Did someone call 91—holy shit?!?! I have completely neglected my blog. I miss it and am constantly thinking about how much I need this blog. I need to be able to jot down my feelings, I need the love and support that so many of you have given to me, I need to reach out to my fellow mil-spouses who really get what I am going through and know that I am not alone. So here I am on a Sunday night ready to pour my heart out.

I don’t know what happened and I don’t know when it happened, especially since I thought I was doing so well. But this past Tuesday (side note—I think this breakdown has been a work in progress for almost a month now), I crashed and burned—mentally, emotionally and physically and I have been trying to pull myself together ever since . Friday I went to a counselor (yep, my breakdown was that bad), and I will continue to go to this counselor for as long as I need to. I am not new to counseling; it’s something I have danced around with for a few years now—and after seeing myself in the mirror and feeling a little pathetic a small voice told me that it is time to go back . So I did; my session was so great, I instantly felt like I could breathe again! The metaphor my counselor gave me about myself is like a car; going 90 miles per hour down hill and instead of trying to stop the car I am trying to figure out why the car is going so fast. End result? a worn out crazy emotional wreck, who withdraws and is at the bottom of the barrel aka me.

Saturday my amazing sister in law Annie went out of her way to come to my parents house and give me a tarot reading—another thing that made me feel better. The reading was spot on, in short it said that I am not “happy” at this point in my life but I have a lot of amazing female support around me I just have to let my shield down and reach out to it. It also said that I feel a little depressed and worn out because I feel as if I have worked so hard and have nothing to show. Which is very true , since Johnny has been gone my main focus has been to stay busy. very busy. and I BURNED OUT.

I am on the road to pulling myself out of this dark depressing place—that is waaayyyy to familiar to me. So far I think I am doing a pretty damn good job. I need to continue to hold my head high and move forward with grace and pride.

xoxo,

Miks

13 weeks down.

2010-10-15T19:02:00.001-06:00

I am trying to get back in the groove of things—this is going to be harder than I thought.

xoxo,

Miks

12 weeks down

2010-10-12T16:24:00.001-06:00

Sigh, please don’t hate me! I have been MIA…WAY BAD; but my life has been pretty intense these past few weeks. I know that is nooo excuse; I made a commitment to myself to really take the time to write down how I am feeling and document the time while Johnny is gone. So that is what I am doing now when I should be working that last part is a lie, I actually kicked ass and got all of my work done today and now I have the time to “catch up” which I will be doing on my 13 weeks down post.

xoxo,

Miks

11 weeks down.

2010-10-01T22:26:00.002-06:00

I LOVE HIM.

Hey Honey,

It was good to talk with you tonight/your morning. I have sent you a few pics, one of me and some lil boys, they were so poor that one of them did not even have shoes and his feet looked like tires. I had nothing to give them other than a smile and kind words...better than nothing. I love you so much Miks I miss you and think about you all the time.

Love,

Johnny

xoxo,

Miks

Project #2

2010-09-21T14:23:00.001-06:00

Time to get a little serious. I really need a system! It’s hard thinking of weekly projects; so I decided that for project #2 I am going to sit down and make a list of goals for myself and mark them of one by one so I can track my progress—the highs and the lows (*ahem* GCC)

1. Get my passport

2. Have a baby

3. Surprise someone with a gift

4. Buy stranger dinner without them knowing.

5. Go to Maine

6. Paint a picture of Meiko and send it to Johnny

7. Learn to sing

8. Run a 5k—without stopping

9. Find a house

10. Become organized

11. Send Johnny a hand written letter or a package once a month

12. Buy a VitaMix and make green drinks for life.

13. Read 5 books

14. Burn my old journals and start a new one

15. Go skydiving

16. Make my moms beans

17. Have a dinner party for 6 people

18. Have a fancy tea party

19. Go on a girls only vacation—preferably somewhere out of the country

20. Do a furniture “re-do”

21. Make myself more available to the people I love

22. Travel to Spain

23. Learn a language

24. Go to the doctors

25. Go to the dentist

Project #2 is kind of an open door policy—meaning I can add more goals to my list whenever I see fit; hmm I think I might need a pen and paper at all times to write my ideas down.

xoxo,

Miks

Dear Johnny.

2010-09-18T23:39:00.008-06:00

This is the stamp that's in Johnny's pendant.

The most amazing thing happened to me today. So amazing I had to share. I went to a local street fair with Luce today. I stopped at a booth where a lady and her husband were selling their work. She kept on saying that she knew me, I told her she had me mixed up with someone else. There is something about you, was her next line--she kept on insisting and I did my best to assure her whoever she thought I was, I was not.

We kept on talking and were lost in conversation, I picked up one of her pieces she FREAKED out, got goose bumps and didn't know why. Then she saw Lucy's bling (a picture of Johnny hanging around her neck) and said tell me about him I told her that he is the better part of me, my husband, my best friend and she asked where he was I told her he is currently deployed in Afghanistan. A smile came across her beautiful face. This is where it gets crazy. She told me the pendant that I picked up is an Afghani stamp issued in 1871 that she had blessed with balance and protection. She had a feeling to make and bless this pendant and wasn't sure why. She made it just for me, well actually for Johnny I am just the messenger. She wanted me to tell him thank you, she prays for him and that she loves him. She wrapped it up and handed it to me. Free of charge. I teared up of course.

We continued our conversation, while doing that I picked up a few more of her pieces and there were two that made my heart jump. She placed both on my chest and I felt something I haven't felt in a while.I am not sure how to explain it either. I asked her what the pendants meant she just looked at me with a smile and said your energy is beautiful, whatever path your are on--keep on it. The first pendant I picked is Persian script and means God or all that is equal too. The second was a white lotus and means intuitive knowing, connection to one's spirituality, integration of the whole. and last but not least living in the NOW. OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!! Now I have goose bumps, how amazing is that??? This kind of stuff NEVER happens to me. Never.

PS--I love you Johnny. I love all that is you.

xoxo,
Miks

10 weeks down.

2010-09-17T15:05:00.001-06:00

Double Digits. Finally!!!

This post is going to be out of the norm compared to the other ones…partly because I am having brain farts, partly because I am lazy, partly because I feel a bit confused these days. Bare with me.

I completed my first project. I attempted to perfect GCC—that really didn’t pan out the way I had hoped--trial and error right? Regardless I did it and I am proud of myself. Now I am searching for project #2 (if any of you have ideas send them my way).

I received a message from my BFF—who I haven’t talked to since Johnny has been gone. The message was two simple letters “hi,” I am not sure how I feel about these two simple letters.

Yesterday I received my very first package in the mail from my soldier boy hero—the mailman thought I was crazy because I was so happy and when I am happy I ramble and this weirdness comes out of nowhere. Kind of like sleep deprivation.

My bathroom was worse than I thought it was—so now I have no bathroom. It kind of sucks.

Communication with Johnny is pretty much non existent at this point…two second phone calls don’t count.

Okayyyy Miks—we get it this wasn’t the best week (even thought it actually was, today is just one of “those” days). The sun is shining and the weather is PERFECT here in SL,UT….and I am stuck at work. Completely alone. How lame is that? I guess no one would really know or care if I left a little bit early and enjoyed this beautiful day. That is exactly what I am going to do. I think iced coffee is calling my name; I need a serious pick me up!

xoxo,

Miks

9 weeks down.

2010-09-10T16:28:00.005-06:00

One week from double digits. Wooohooo!! I am pretty sure the universe is totally happy right now, and I am TOTALLY reaping the benefits :) Lots of amazing things happening for me; around me this week!! And OOOOH MAN--it's a really good feeling!!!

I went to dinner with Johnny's Mom at TRIO and after dinner we had Goat Cheese Cheesecake for dessert...I instantly fell in LOVE and with every bite I found pure joy and satisfaction!! Because of this experience I found my very first project, I am going to master goat cheese cheesecake and share this beautiful dessert with everyone, this is so exciting for me!

xoxo,
Mika

PS--I talked with my man for 35 minutes yesterday via Skype. OH my gad; I want him to kiss me so bad!!

It's a beautiful life.

2010-09-09T15:19:00.001-06:00

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself--I and not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today and I'm going to be happy in it.
- author unknown

I'm a survivor...WHAT?

2010-09-08T17:13:00.004-06:00

Here’s the deal. Amber from Goodnight Moon (which happens to be one of my VERY favorite blogs) has created a deployment survivor button--I know, so great right? The rules are..there are no rules. haha! just kidding. In all seriousness if you have survived a deployment or are going through one, then this button was made for you! Go ahead and stop by her blog, grab her button, tell your story, and link back up to her blog. Easy as 1,2,3

Everyone has a story. Here is mine--and so you know I am totally listening to Destiny’s Child “Survivor” while writing this post!! Yep, I am cool like that.:

It has been two months of “surviving” my first deployment and I am constantly playing the “if I had one wish game,” and let me tell you If I had one wish I would wish for Johnny not to be in Afghanistan, but to be back home with me. The reality of that wish is that it’s selfish, not that there is anything wrong with being selfish. Right? When I am not playing my little games I truly consider this deployment a gift above all else. Not everyone gets to experience deployment, then again deployment is not for everyone. As for myself; I feel very lucky to have the life that I live and ALL the experiences that come with it; lonely nights included.

Deployment has affected me in EVERY aspect of my life. Everything happens for a reason, deployment is my reason and as HARD as it has been/will be I made a promise to myself and to Johnny to stay strong, not give up and really push myself the limits this year; this is MY year to put myself out there and make 2011 a year of growth and opportunity. It’s also a chance for me to really get my roots in the ground and create the life that I want; that means weeding out the negative people who don’t understand/judge the choices I have made in my life, weeding out the people who don’t make an effort to be a part of my life. It means growing a pair of balls and standing up for myself. It means allowing all of the hurt to happen and finally face my fears. Like I said this is my life and this is my year.

At the end of the day, it’s pretty black and white. Johnny loves being in the National Guard and he is so proud to serve our country. I love Johnny and I am so proud to stand by his side. Although being a mil-spouse is not easy for me, Johnny is SOOOO worth everything I have to go through and the thought of seeing him after all this time gives me butterflies and I feel like a love fool all over again. Until that time comes I will continue to “adapt and overcome” to my situation, and I will keep the quote “nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it” as a constant reminder. So to this deployment and to future deployments (because I am 100% sure this will not be my first rodeo). Bring it on.

xoxo,

Miks

8 Weeks Down

2010-09-07T18:12:00.002-06:00

Here we are…eight weeks into deployment and so far my eight week mark has been my fun week. It has been all about being productive, pushing myself and DIY projects and I LOVE IT! I love the frustration, I love the creative process, I love the head ache, I love the “I did it” feeling….I love all of it! I never considered myself as someone who really had talent. This past week I realized that it’s not about having a talent (because lord knows I don’t have that); I think it’s just having the desire to explore the world of art. Personally, I think is great “life training;" pushing yourself to do something even if you really do not want too do it. Who knows doing this might indicate some form of hidden talent and ability I have; and if it doesn’t who gives a sh!t? At least I am DOING/LEARNING something and having a few laughs along the way.

So, here is my idea. I have decided to give myself a project goal every week for the next two months (I don’t want to bite off more than I can chew) and I need to complete every project I start whether it be big or small no excuses. no exceptions. I will do my very best to document my projects along the way. That’s it, that’s my personal goal.

xoxox,

Mikarelli

PS—I love johnny.

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

2010-09-01T14:49:00.001-06:00

I went to the John Mayer concert last night…and this is how I feel today.

xoxox,

Mika

7 Weeks Down.

2010-08-30T14:16:00.002-06:00

While watching TV in a dark, sad, lonely room Tuesday night; somewhere between the True life of Jennifer Lopez and The Real World (don’t judge); I had a pretty intense feeling of “comfort” come over me—and since then I have known that everything (including myself) will be okay. I like to call this my “Eat, Pray, Love” experience; if you read the book you should know what I am talking about---think first chapter.

You see I like to deal with things in my own way. If you call, I won’t answer. So send a text. I don’t like people to “interfere” with my coping process, I'm the kind of girl that likes to be left alone to allow myself to feel the way I feel without having other people… “interfere.” I could ramble on about this, but there is no need… All that needs to be said is I am BACK…..and it feels SO good to be back!!

I am now to a point where I feel as if I am adjusting to life without Johnny my soldier boy hero. He is ALWAYS in my heart and I think about him everyday, but my sadness of not having him around is not as intense as it has been since returning from Wisconsin. Johnny loves what he does and I love Johnny so I better get used to this (I knew this along time ago). From here on out I am ready and willing to make any sacrifice for him, with him because he is my man and…yep, you guessed it. I. Love. Him.

xoxox,

Mikarelli

SHOUT OUTS!

2010-08-25T19:53:00.001-06:00

To Adam (The Godfather of Fish Oils), Lindsay (L-Dub) and Kira (KirFace).

My office family--the people who have to put up with my uncontrollable crazy intense emotions all day. I can’t hide from you guys--nor do I want to; I need to ‘give’ my emotions to someone…..right?

I am freakin’ lucky to work with such amazing people—Here’s to you guys!

Adam. Lindsay. Kira. Me.

Adam. Kira. Me.

xoxo,

Miks

Six Weeks Down.

2010-08-25T19:38:00.004-06:00

By far the hardest week yet!! I wont lie I have struggled a bit.....okay a lot, but I am trying to be strong and I know I will be okay. Its not my fault I have struggled it's my hearts :(

Monday I received my first card from Johnny in the mail. It was already an emotional day, then I get the most amazing card with the sweetest words and I lose it…again! But, between the tears I realized that with Johnny being gone means that we are opening up a new can of love this next year and THEN I got the love chills. With Johnny being so far far away and being gone for so so long we get to experience a new kind of love and we get to express our love in new ways. For this, I am excited (count your blessings right?) deployment is only 97% shittay now ;)

Until then I have to keep telling myself that everyday get’s a little easier and easier. Please god, make it easier.

xoxo,

Miks

*My six week mark was on August 20, 2010--I am playing catch up.

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY

2010-08-25T18:42:00.001-06:00

xoxo,

Mikarincess de la crincess

Five weeks down.

2010-08-20T19:38:00.001-06:00

I spent my five week mark with JBI in the dairy and beer state.

I actually didn’t realize it was my five week mark until now…I am so happy that I was with him and only him.

xoxo,

Mika

Pulling on my heart strings.

2010-08-20T19:28:00.001-06:00

I flew out to Wisconsin last week, it was my first time there and I fell in LOVE! I thought it was the coolest town--so many things to do! It's so pretty and full of charm and the people there are SO nice. I don't know if I will go back anytime soon, but I enjoyed it.

I ended up in Wisconsin because I was able to see Johnny one last time before he deployed. We had so much fun; I didn't realize how necessary it was for me to spend those few days with him--although now I am having a hard time. I debated seeing him again before he left mainly because it meant another goodbye. Deep down inside(aside from the fear of that goodbye) I really REALLY wanted to be with him. So I flew out there...with my Dad, who is incredible. He flew out to drop me off and came back to fly home with me so I wouldn't be alone. I met Johnny on base at the PX (that first kiss after seeing each other, STRAIGHT from a movie!!) we hopped in the car and headed to the Bed and Breakfast in Soldiers Grove, WI after arriving there we quickly realized that a Bed and Breakfast was NOT the place for us--zero privacy. So in true Johnny and Mika fashion we hit the road with no plan ended up in La Crosse, WI and found a motel for $40.00 bucks. I am so happy we did that because La Crosse is the place to be! It is full of bars, shops, restaurants and nice people....and the best ice cream shop in the world!

We did everything from shopping at antique shops to jumping in the Mississippi river, I know gross. I got to meet Johnny's other partner in crime SGT. Shake (super nice guy) we went on a boat tour with him and his lady. Johnny bought a claranet--he has never picked up a claranet in his life, but he is very talented when it comes to music and before I left he taught himself the "snake charming song," yep that's my husband.

That's a quick summary of my trip. It was worth the tears to see him one last time, I haven't laughed as much as I did since he's been in training.

xoxo,

Mikarelli

An a award? For Me?

2010-08-19T18:38:00.002-06:00

I am proud to say that I received my very first blog award last Thursday, but since I was in Wisconsin I couldn’t blog about it—now I am home and trying to catch up/get back in the groove of my so called life….

Thanks Bernie)

Check out her blog; it’s pretty schweet: www.photostoddlersandmysailor.blogspot.com

the rules are:

1. thank and link back to the person that gave you this award.
2. Share 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass the award to at least 4 fellow bloggers who inspire you.
4. Let them know you gave them an award

Seven things about me:

1. I secretly love reality TV (guess that’s not a secret anymore)

2. I refuse to eat anything from the sea!! Yuck…

3. I am super shy….to the point where it is awkward.

4. When I reach a personal goal that I have for myself; I am going sky diving.

5. I do not like being rushed….it makes me nervous and I feel like I am going to throw up.

6. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE hippos!

7. Johnny saved me from a path of destruction.

I now pass along the blog award to (drum roll please…..)

1. Mel from Head in the Game. Heart in the sand.

2. ‘Chelle from It’s a Hooah Life.

3. Erin from The Unexpected Army Life

4. Katie from The Life of an Army Wife

xoxo,

Miks

Heart Broken. Way Bad.

2010-08-18T23:33:00.001-06:00

XOXO,

Miks

Four weeks down.

2010-08-07T00:21:00.001-06:00

Let’s face it: Sometime we need to just let love shine!

I will be in Johnny’s arms in exactly six days. His kiss is my idea of heaven.

XOXO,

Miks

118 Sapper Company Departure Pictures

2010-08-04T11:24:00.002-06:00

My amazing sister-in-law Lindsay of Lindsay Wright Photography <-----check out her website! Photographed Johnny’s departure on 7-9-2010 and I just had to share!! Lindsay has captured the raw beauty and emotion of that day with her pictures; I looked at them again yesterday and it brought tears to my eyes. I really felt like I was saying goodbye to Johnny all over again. She truly has a gift of seeing pure beauty and capturing it with her camera—I am lucky enough to experience the world through her eyes and now you are too, lucky SOB’s (Linds, I hope this is okay…but I couldn’t resist the world has to see your work!)

Here is a picture of Johnny my soldier boy hero:

All you have to do is go to www.lindsaywrightphotography.com.....click the "client proofing" button in the upper right hand side. Enter your own email address and the password which is "johnny"

If you are looking for a photographer I highly recommend Lindsay—I will never have anyone else take my pictures. Never. Lindsay makes me feel like i’m a part time model. I honestly don’t think there is any photographer out there who is as great as she is. She has a way of making you feel so incredibly beautiful/sexy/comfortable in front of the camera—for those of you who don’t like taking pictures I DARE you to have a session with her and not have the time of your life. So please, take sometime and check out her blog (lindsaywrightphotography.blogspot.com) and leave her some love!

xoxo,

Miks

PS—here is a picture of the one and only Lindsay Wright, isn’t she pretty?

Three Weeks Down.

2010-08-01T12:06:00.003-06:00

Better late than never. Friday was my three week mark of Johnny Boyd being gone, WOW three weeks already. That means I ONLY have 49 left. Sigh, only 49 weeks.

I have been lucky enough to talk with Johnny every single day since he has been in training and I will be flying out to see him in exactly 11 days. It's kind of romantic if you ask me. Flying to meet my husband in a state that I have never been to; meet up at a park and spend the days doing absolutely nothing except savoring every second we have with each other. EEEEEEE, I am so excited and nervous...AND READY!

With that said, the week has been an emotional one for me. Knowing that I am going to see Johnny one last time before he deploys. Makes it kind of hard to hold back my tears; I don't know why, but it does. Maybe because it's another good-bye, maybe it's because I am an emotional person or maybe it's because I am afraid.

All I am sure of is that I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE Johnny, I love him at his best and I love him at his worst--if I didn't it wouldn't be real love. I will stand by him and I will be strong for him this next year. Some of you are probably sick of me talking about my love for Johnny. I don't care. deal with it. I love him.

xoxo,
Miks

Two weeks down.

2010-07-23T22:46:00.004-06:00

"I believe in pink. I believe laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing; kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles."- Audrey Hepburn

The year before Johnny was deployed it's safe to say that I was starting to have "drowning in my own life" feelings. I am sure some of you know what I am talking about; Bored. Depressed. Stagnant. Lost.

Slowly but surely things started to happen and in a blink of an eye I am the happiest I have been in a LONG time. Kind of ironic given the situation egh? This might sound cheesy, but who cares.....I am happy so I get to lay on the queso. I am 25, I am going back to my roots and I am married to the most incredible man I have ever met in my life. Everything is possible (FAVORITE quote) I feel like the world is my oyster. I feel like I am connected to everything around me; and I am finding inspiration everywhere I go.

With that being said; I made a commitment to myself the other day. I said to myself, self--this next year you need/get to be a "yes man." Keep busy, don't let yourself get down...embrace this next year to learn everything you can learn. It's kind of fun getting to know yourself all over again!

xoxo,

Mikarelli

****Johnny received an award today {yes, I am that proud wife that loves to give props to her husband on her blog} he is the only on in his ENTIRE platoon to receive the award. I am so proud of him!****

I will do a post about the award once he sends me the pictures.

MilSpouse Friday Fill-In

2010-07-23T21:28:00.002-06:00

This is my very first Friday fill-in. Enjoy.

1. Besides the horizontal mambo, what do you miss most when your spouse is deployed?

I miss his jokes. I miss being his sidekick. I miss our jam sessions and I miss his hands.

2. What do you miss least?

Sleeping in. I am a cuddle bug, and it is really REALLY hard to get out of bed when you are laying next to the man you love.

3. You only get three crayons to finish your picture… which three do you choose and why?

Pink, because it's my favorite. Gray, because it goes hand in hand with pink. Turquoise, because it's the new pink.

4. If you could have your own fragrance, what would it be called?

Lovely...because it sounds fancy.

5. If the shoes make the man (or woman), what do your shoes say about you right now?

Ummm, I am barefoot. So I guess you can say I am connected with the earth. Haha.

Xoxo,
Miks

One week down.

2010-07-16T18:59:00.001-06:00

Today marks one week since my sweet sweet husband has been gone. If the whole deployment goes this quick, this next year will be a walk in the park. I think I could get used to this deployment thing….kidding!

Here is what I have learned:

1. Night time is colder when you are sleeping by yourself.

2. Walking your dog every day DOES NOT make her a better dog.

3. I’m not as funny as I thought I was….err maybe Johnny just gave me sympathy laughs.

4. I am kind of an early bird—I LOVE my mornings.

5. Taking a sleeping pill on a weekday is not a good idea.

Here is what I have done:

1. Farmer’s Market

2. Park City

3. Japanese festival

4. Morning Hike

5. Lot’s of bike rides

I figured out that keeping busy will be the key to getting me through this next year. I can’t let myself get down, I just need to push through the hard times.

"When we face the worst that can happen in any situation, we grow. When circumstances are at their worst, we can find our best."

I feel as if the past few years have been stagnant for me and sometimes being afraid forces us to go outside our comfort zone and really figure out what it is we want in life. It’s only been a week, but I feel as if it’s off to a great start. I have already learned so much about myself this past month….remember how crazy ridiculous last month was??? lets recap just for the hell of it: getting engaged, planning a wedding in less than a month, getting married, going on a honeymoon, preparing for Johnny to leave, saying goodbye to my new BRAND new husband/best friend and now trying to continue life without him—talk about pushing Miks outside her comfort zone. Now it’s my time to soak up this gift Johnny has given me and focus on myself…after all other than Johnny I am the most important thing in my life right?

xoxo,

Miks

Blue Star Flag

2010-07-14T17:08:00.000-06:00

I received an email titled “Blue Star Flag” something very special to me, so special I thought I would share:

Dear Families,
The sweet ladies who form the Blanding quilt guild made a blue star flag for
each of Soldier's families from the Sapper Detachment who are deploying.
Most of these were handed out at the Blanding farewell, but for those who
were unable to come or whose Soldier left directly from North Salt Lake, we
have a blue star flag for you here at the armory. These were handmade--at
true labor of love. Some of the ladies who made them are in their eighties
and nineties, others are partially disabled. It took some of them up to a
month to make a single flag.
A bit of information on the blue star flags--the people authorized to fly a
blue star flag as mandated by congress are the spouse or parent (including
step-parent) of a service member deployed. If no spouse or parent is
living, the flag may be flown by the child(ren) or step-children of the
Soldier. If no child, spouse, or parent is living, a sibling or the next of
kin may display the flag.

The flag should be displayed in a front window of the home. In case of a
Soldier's death, a gold star is placed over the blue star and the flag
remains displayed (we sincerely hope we are not changing any stars this
deployment, but we do have them in case of need). Once the Soldier returns
from deployment, the flag should be removed from display from the front
windows of the home but should be treated with reverence as the U.S. flag
is.
The lady who came up with the plan to give each Soldier's family at least
one handmade blue star flag has an active duty Soldier who just left for
Iraq. She wished to remain anonymous but she provided all the materials
that were purchased (local businesses helped with donations of sewing
notions and providing materials at cost but I'm sure it was still quite an
expense for her), sewed several herself, and coordinated with the local
quilt guild to get all of the remaining flags sewn before the deployment.

I didn’t get mine at the Blanding farewell because we weren’t there. Johnny’s unit is in Blanding and it is 6 hours away from Salt Lake City; I will make it down there at least once while Johnny is deployed. I emailed Holly (she a contractor at the Family Assistance Center for the military) because I really wanted one—I consider this flag a true treasure and something I want to pass down to future generations.

I got my flag in the mail today!!!! I am choosing to hang my flag at the office, it’s where I spend most of my time and I will see it every single day. God bless our troops!

xoxo,

Miks

PS—Don’t judge the hair, it’s been a long day.

Time to say goodbye??? Already?

2010-07-11T18:05:00.007-06:00

This post is going to bring up the tears that I have been trying to choke back all day; this post is also my excuse to allow the tears to flow and not feel weak about crying.

I had to say goodbye to Johnny my soldier boy hero on Friday. Here's my adventure:

Friday morning we had to be at my parents house by 9:30am for a blessing my dad was going to give Johnny. We woke up, but were still tired from the double header from the night before (we went and saw Grown Ups--which I don't recommend and Predators--which I fell asleep in a few times, it doesn't matter though all that mattered was being with him), it's hard to get out of bed when I have Johnny's arms around me and I know this is my last morning I will have with him for a while. I put away my selfish thoughts and I mustered up the strength to get out of the most beautiful cuddle sesh since the wedding and get ready for the day. We headed to my parents for the blessing (which was very beautiful) and once that was done, back to the house to finish packing.

Before I knew it I was driving to drop Johnny off. At this point I'm quiet and lost in thought; I didn't care though I had nothing to say (you would think I would talk about anything that came to my mind) it was a comfortable silence. We arrived at the building and he unloads the car as I am getting out. It's a quick sweet goodbye; he makes a silly joke to make me laugh and it works, a rush of sadness comes over me and I think who is going to make me laugh for the next year? I shake it off, I can't allow myself to think like that and I continue to drive home.

This is it, the final goodbye. I'm back on the road driving to the National Guard hanger. Time is going by so fast, but I have a smile on my face that I can't seem to get rid of and I didn't want too. I was lucky enough to be able to watch Johnny board the plane, watch it take off, meet the men that Johnny will be deploying with and lucky to have the people in my life that I do, having that support was awesome. It's hard watching people say goodbye to the people they love most; it's even harder being that person saying goodbye to your husband. I will never forget the kiss he gave me, the words he whispered in my ear or the way he looked into my eyes and told me he loved me....watching him load that plane was a beautiful moment, one I will always remember. I am very proud of him and I am so proud to be his wife. I do have to give myself props--I was strong and tears were minimal....until Johnny got onto that plane.

xoxo,
Miksarince

A Quick Note.

2010-07-08T11:45:00.004-06:00

Hi! Tomorrow is the big day, and I'm starting to feel like it is the most scary, exciting and intense experience I have ever done in my entire 25 years of life (including the wedding).

To all my fellow military spouses, here is an small introduction: My name is Mika and my husbands name is Johnny. We are newlyweds and we are currently living in SLC, UT. trying to prepare for the adventures of deployment. We have a 2 year old pug named Lucille and I have never been more grateful for a dog--she has been by my side this entire time and I am pretty sure she feels the change in the air. She is very aware of my emotions and does everything with extra love.

Johnny and I met on Myspace a little over 4 years ago and haven't looked back. We have come a long way and will keep on fighting the fight until we get to where we want to be--not 100% sure what or where that is yet, but I have a lot of time to figure that out, besides we do things a little differently than most people. Always have.

What are my goals for the next year?

1. Write every day to document the deployment and keep Johnny in the know.
2. Find a healthy balance/strength mentally, physically and emotionally.
3. Push myself to the limits and learn everything there is to learn about myself

xoxo,
Miks

I have rekindled my love for blogging.

2010-06-29T16:08:00.002-06:00

Blogging and I have a love hate relationship—BUT, right now I am so in LOVE with my blog! I have revamped it completely , and from here on out it is dedicated to Johnny and I will use it as a way to communicate with my husband while he is deployed in Afghanistan.

While giving my blog a new look, I came across a site that I instantly fell in love with. It has the cutest title to go along with all the cuteness it has to offer, I would like all of you to check it out….do what I say, I promise you will love it—if you don’t there is something wrong with you. seriously.

www.your aremyfave.com

xoxo,

Miks

LOVE DRUNK

2010-06-29T14:27:00.001-06:00

FOREVER AND EVER:

LOVE FACT:

XOXO,

Miks

I’m in love and I don’t care who knows it.

2010-06-25T14:00:00.001-06:00

I am so married and I am so LOVING it!

we tied the knot on June 11, 2010

it was the most beautiful fairytale wedding EVER!

Just thought I would share my love of being married—I know it’s a short post, sue me.

XoXo,

Mrs. Israelsen---but you can call me Miks

Wedding Stress

2010-05-21T11:56:00.001-06:00

Planning a wedding makes me want to throw up and gives me the WORST headaches.

I didn’t know stress could make you feel this awful =(

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XoXo,

Miks

Our Save the Date.

2010-05-10T15:22:00.002-06:00

Click on the link:

http://weddings.theknot.com/PWP/pwp2/view/MemberPage.aspx?coupleid=7025535427137968&pid=1154901

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do this—we are trying to get a head count for the big day.

PS—Don’t judge our save the dates we have one month to get this wedding together and we are saving the environment by doing it!

XoXo,

Miks

We talked. He asked. I said Yes.

2010-05-04T16:41:00.001-06:00

Miks Johnny

It has been over a year since we called off the wedding—but we are giving it another go and this time we are pretty serious!

These are the feelings that I feel:

Excited

Loved

Giddy

Happy

Adored

I am very excited and so is Johnny—we hope to see you guys there!

XoXo,

Mikarince de la Crince

Tribute to the most incredible people in my life

2010-04-19T15:09:00.002-06:00

three reasons why in no particular order:

Johnny

1. For the unconditional love he gives

2. For making me laugh every single day

3. For his patience, understanding, support and drive to become a better person

Mari

1. I can ALWAYS count on her

2. For the best advice I have ever received in my life

3. For accepting all of me with no judgment

Chloé

1. For the memories that will last a lifetime

2. For the loyalty that will never be broken

3. For the gift of never having to explain myself

Tina

1. For being the best sister in the whole wide world

2. For keeping me in line

3. For holding the family together and being the “peace” maker

My Mom, Dad and the kids

1. My mom for being an inspiration to me—she is the most unconditional, selfless and hard working person I have ever met….ever.

2. My dad for always making sure I am taken care of, he is with out a doubt the most amazing person in the world!

3. The kiddos for reminding me what is important in this life

Lindsay

1. For always being there for whatever I need

2. For helping me find a strength within myself I never knew I had

3. For the love she has for the family and the respect the family has for her

Dominique and Leah

1. Dominique—for being with me since day one

2. Leah—for making me a stronger person

and last but NOT least…

Elise

3. For being a constant reminder to have two important things in life faith and laughter

I love each and every one of these guys.

I guess by doing this post I humbled myself because I now realize how blessed I am to be surrounded by some of the best people on this planet. Thanks for the love, strength and laughs…Here’s to you guys!

XoXo’s

Miks

CALLING ALL PEOPLE--MY BLOG IS NOT PRIVATE ANYMORE!

2010-04-16T12:23:00.004-06:00

Because someone (no names Mari) begged me to change it this morning. So there it is; for all the world to see.

XoXo,

Mikas

Summer Work Out Plan…

2010-04-15T15:27:00.001-06:00

Bring my bike…..

to my office….

and after work ride it to Sugar House Park:

and look like this mid summer:

Bikini season HERE I COME!

XoXo,

Miks

Sick Day

2010-04-13T15:04:00.001-06:00

I didn't go to work today because I didn't feel like it…..
Instead I was a tourist in “my own back yard"
Here is what I did:

After eating a DELICIOUS breakfast that I prepared I headed to a local coffee shop grabbed some coffees and thought of a game plan for the day. I then decided that today would be the perfect day to do whatever I wanted—after all I did take the day off for that exact reason. Right?

With that being said, I have been WAITING for someone to come with me to the SLC library; but no one has ever taken me up on my offer so yesterday I went solo. It was so incredible—so much bigger and better then I thought it would be….until I tried to find a book to check out. That was the MOST confusing/difficult part of the day! I swear they really need to vamp up the search system!

After using all of my brain skills to find some books I realized that I was STARVING! So I drove all around the town looking for something “new/different” to eat. I saw Sawadee and decided to stop of there and grab a late lunch…it was good, but Tasty Thai still has my vote! The location was cool, right on the corner of South Temple so there was a lot of action and my lonely lunch didn’t seem so lonely anymore.

After my adventures, I went back to Eli’s (that is where I am staying right now) crashed on the couch and DID NOT MOVE! I didn’t care to, after all I did take a sick day.

and today I’m feelin pretty good.

XoXo,

Miks

25

2010-03-30T16:42:00.001-06:00

Because today is my 25th birthday--I am posting 25 things I love/25 things you may or may not have known about me.

I love the smell of tennis balls and new shoes
I lived in Arizona for a year
I am left handed.
I sing--even though I can't
I love the sound of distant trains
I have played the piano since I was 7
I can do a pretty good Mariah Carey impression
Contacts kind of gross me out--the thought of touching my own eye is disgusting.
I had my first boyfriend was when I was 18 and my first kiss when I was 15
I love watching 90210--the new one
I secretly wish I tried out for Real World
I am 100% Mexican and proud of it
I am kind of obsessed with girls--I think they are pretty
I keep most people at a distance until I feel I am ready to completely let them in my life
I think I am the funniest person I have ever met
I love being in love
I am a TOTAL home body!
If you did something mean to me all you have to do it bring me ice cream or something pink
I cry with every emotion: Happy, Sad, Mad, Frustrated, Scared—it’s kind of embarrassing.
I don't like my food to touch unless I make it touch
I don't like people who are mean for no reason
I am the youngest of 5 kids
I LOVE Johnny!
I met Bruce Davison at Magic Mountain--he touched me
I kind of brought sexy back to Snowbird

XoXo,
Miks

Elia’s 1st Birthday Party

2010-03-23T14:28:00.001-06:00

My beautiful niece turned one this weekend! I can’t believe how fast the time has gone by; Elia is my oldest brothers 1st daughter and she is a handful! I have watched her a few times and I can’t say how happy I am to see Eli or Allison when they come to pick her up. There is ZERO down time with this girl—she is such a sweet heart and she will make you laugh so hard. I adore her very much and am grateful to have her as a part of this family—it is going to be a trip to watch this little girl grow up.

The 1st birthday celebration is always a BIG one in our culture—go big or go home that is the Mexican motto... The party was on Saturday the 20th at my parents church, we had family in from out of town, lots of food, lots of cake, mariachis…and what is a celebration with out Abuelito singing his heart out! It is always a highlight when he gets up and does what he loves to do; he is creating a legacy that will last a lifetime. My mom also preformed—she is such a sexy little thing when she dances. She looked so amazing up on stage shaking her tail feather. I love my family and I love my culture—the passion we have for each other is something I will never take for granted.

XoXo,

Miks

Road Trip. Utah---->Las Vegas---->Fresno---->San Francisco---->Utah.

2010-03-22T17:43:00.001-06:00

About 7 months ago I connected with some family (via Facebook) that I never knew existed. After A LOT of communication we were invited to spend a few days with my new found relatives in Fresno, CA.--I know what most of you are thinking, but Fresno is cool. Once Johnny found out that he is leaving next month for training I really wanted to take one last trip together--so I invited him to come with me and he agreed. We hopped in the car and headed to Vegas; I don't love Vegas...at all. Almost every person I tell this to ALWAYS gives me the same response "you are not doing it right," whatever that means. Anyways we stayed at the Stratosphere--which had ziii most amazing bed I have ever slept on. ever. We gambled a little bit...and lost. The next morning we were back on the road this time heading to Fresno to meet new family. We spent the time talking, joking, learning family history from each other and getting to know one another a little better. We stayed there for 2 days and then were off to San Francisco, CA to visit Erin (Johnny's sister/aunt)and Lorena. We had lunch on the beach and walked around China town and Little Italy. The drive home was a LONG one 12 hours straight and we left at 3:00pm. Johnny was the man and drove the whole way while I just sat and tried to keep him company. Thankfully we had books on CD so I didn't have to try to hard. In the end it was a great trip and I am happy we had one last hoorah before Johnny leaves.

--Las Begas Pics

--Fresno Pics

--Cisco Pics

XoXo,
Miksarincess de la Crincess

It's been awhile since I have felt this way.

2010-03-09T11:28:00.000-07:00

loved
needy
pathetic
annoying
emotional
happy

Its all too confusing.

it sucks.
it sucks really big.

you are ready
i am not
which is okay--even kind of exciting.

all of this is necessary in my opinion. I just need to remember how to breathe.

XoXo,

Miks

Ugh, another baby shower????

2010-03-01T15:22:00.001-07:00

So everyone knows that I am not a fan of baby showers---err showers in general.

But, Jasmin had to go and get knocked up and as her ‘sister’ I had to help Tina throw this thing, so there was no getting out of it.

All joking aside—it was a great turn out and the decorations were soooo cute if I don’t say so myself!

Bentley

Some of the decorations—I didn’t take pictures of everything, I should have.

Present time

Killing time at the baby shower

Me & Ana

and here is a picture of the little guy:

XoXo,

Miks

Luuuuuuuuuuuucy Gooooooosey!

2010-02-25T12:10:00.001-07:00

I have a new dog!!!! I know a lot of you have heard THiS already, but don't take away from my EXCiTEMENT. Her name is Lucy and we call her Luce Goose --she is the most AMAZiNG thing ever! She is a 1.5 year old black pug and she is my very best FRiEND. Johnny got her for me because he will be leaving soon and at the time I DiDN'T want to live by myself..I have never LiVED alone and it the thought of it scared me (it STiLL scares me--we are now LiViNG with JULiE--Johnny's kick ass mom because of the jerk robber who wanted to steal our PRECiOUS goods.) Back to Luce here are a few of her cute CHARACTERiSTiCS

She snorts so much that MiKA Jr. calls her PiG.
She loves to cuddle, HUGE plus for me because i am the cuddle queen and Johnny hates CUDDLiNG
She follows me everywhere--SERiOUSLY the best SiDE KiCK on the planet
if you GiVE her a treat she will jump like a FiSH out of water because she is so EXCiTED
She pushes EVERYTHiNG around with her head, like a bull.

Soo FREAKiN cute RiGHT? WWWWAiT What-- you don't BELiEVE me? Check out the pics:

XoXo,
Miks

Pretty sure I am the WORST blogger in the World!

2010-02-16T13:41:00.002-07:00

I decided to give myself an award today...

The Golden Mark Awards, frequently called the (WB-worst blogger), is an annual award ceremony held in Mika's world to recognize the worst in blogging. Founded by mexican blogger Mikaela Yari Martinez de la Cruz in 2010.

XoXo,

Miks

May 28th....REALLY?

2010-01-12T18:08:00.002-07:00

i don't want to WAiT that long...i am too EXCiTED for it!
i hope it is as great as the FiRST one!!!

XoXo,

Miks

iTS NiCE TO HAVE YOU HERE 2010

2010-01-12T16:08:00.005-07:00

Can you BELiEVE the New Year is here? SERiOUSLY where has 2009 gone?

As i thought about starting a new year, one THiNG came to MiND: A New BEGiNNiNG Making RESOULUTiONS is all about starting over and really taking the TiME to analyze your LiFE. This year i tried to be realistic with my goals for 2010 and am choosing to list them on my blog so i can have the support from those of you who do not LiVE in the same state as i do and because by DOiNG this i feel as if it WiLL remind me to really work toward REACHiNG my goals.

MiKA's GOALS FOR 2010:

1. Say something i am grateful for everyday--out loud.
2. Make myself AVAiLABLE to the people i love and people who make an effort to be a part of my LiFE.
3. FiND a hobby that i absolutely love.
4. WRiTE in my journal more
5. FORGiVE and forget (this is the hard one)

there it is...those are my resolutions for this year, like i SAiD i tried to make it as REALiSTiC as possible, but i THiNK even with this it is going to be a struggle.

Our world is an amazing place and sometimes we just need to stop and RECOGNiZE it. I hope you all have a wonderful New Year!

XoXo,

Miks

Helloooo World.

2009-11-18T14:49:00.004-07:00

Ruby Jade
4LB 8OZ and 17 inches long

Lila Juliet
4LB 8OZ and 18 inches long

Here are pictures of our new nieces(Johnny's sister Lindsay had them). Yes, they are twins and they are SOOOO tiny--it's incredible. I have never held anything this small and sweet. I have only met Ruby. Lila had some trouble breathing so they are keeping her under close surveillance they were born yesterday November 17th at 12:22 and 12:24 pm. Lindsay had a c-section and is doing very well. They are the first grandchildren/nieces for the family and everyone is just SOOO happy and excited....it's really neat to see how powerful babies are and how much joy it can bring everyone. I love it, this makes me an aunti to 6 of the best girls in the world and to 4 trouble causing boys....Life is good.

XoXo,

Miks

"We are all kept free by men greater than ourselves"

2009-11-11T09:50:00.004-07:00

This post is to Thank all of the US Soldiers who went to serve in the war(Especially Johnny).

Happy Veterans Day to all who have served our great nation. Thank you for your courage and dedication. Thank you for our freedom. We can’t say it enough.

A little Johnny History:

I Joined the Army at 17 as a 21B Combat Engineer. I went through basic and AIT at FT. Leanordwood Missouri, during the humid summer mind you. I was the top of my class as far as physical fitness and weapons accuracy. I split trained my time and went through basic in between my junior and senior year, after graduation I went to explosives, engineer and land mine training. After graduation as an engineer, I went to Hohenfels, Germany far additional training and found out there that I was deploying to Baghdad, Iraq. On November 05 2003 my reserve unit sent me and 25 other guys to a unit (458th ENGR BN) out of Pittsburgh, PA and shortly after we went to Ft. McCoy Wisconsin to Kuwait city Kuwait to Baghdad, Iraq...Camp Blackjack to be specific. At this point I am an E-4 Specialist. The unit that I was sent to was a combat support unit, get rid of roadside bombs, protect the construction crew, build roads. I grew very tired of this and wanted to do my part in actual combat; they said no. I submitted 47 transfer requests to the 91st Engineer Battalion out of Ft Hood Texas...The 1st Cavalry. They finally accepted when one of there own was killed and needed a replacement Gunner. I was a SAW249 heavy machine gunner on an M1114 up armored HUMVEE. I was also in charge of our 4 vehicle patrol communication back to the base as well as land and terrain GPS navigation. I was a part of the SAPPER RANGER Alpha 'Alligator' 4th platoon for 11 months even though I had never gone to sapper or ranger school; this was a tremendous privilege. We lost nobody in our actual platoon however our sister platoon (2nd) platoon was hit very hard and we were with them for 2 killed in action and 3 wounded in combat patrols. We conducted over 350 combat raids and searches getting into car chases, fire fights and "operation caring hands' that would build a positive opinion about the troops for the little kids. I returned home on March 5th 2005. I reenlisted after my 6 year contract as a 35P cryptological Linguist in the Military Intelligence to learn and translate Russian...I am awaiting my dates for this year and a half long training.

Love you,
Johnny.

Johnny was able to do all of this with his best friend Justin, special Thanks to him too

I am also posting a few pictures/poems:

Pearl Harbor survivor Houston James of Dallas embraces Marine Staff Sgt. Mark Graunke Jr. during a Veterans Day commemoration in Dallas. Graunke lost a hand, a leg and and eye when he was injured by a bomb in Iraq last year. (AP Photo)

The Eleventh Of September
Written by Roger J. Robicheau ©2002
The Poetic Plumber www.thepoeticplumber.com We mourn their loss this day this year
Those now with God, no danger near

So many loved ones left do stand
Confronting loss throughout our land

My heart goes out to those who do
No one can fathom what they view

I firmly pray for peace of mind
Dear God please help each one to find

And to our soldiers now at war
God guide above, at sea, on shore

They are the best, I have no doubt
Our country’s pride, complete, devout

The finest force you’ll ever see
All freedom grown through liberty

One final thought comes clear to me
For what must live in infamy

Absolutely - We’ll Remember
The Eleventh - Of September

XoXo,

Mikaela Yari Martinez

Halloween is my very favorite Holiday!

2009-11-03T11:01:00.007-07:00

Halloween is the best Holiday in the whole wide world--next to the 4th of July of course! I love it so so much it's such a blast!!!! This year I was a Flapper and Johnny was an Alligator. We worked very hard on our costumes and I think they paid off. This year, it felt like everyone was in the spirit to celebrate and have fun. Here are my pictures from Punkin Carving to Halloween night! I can't wait until next year! Now it's time to get ready for Thanksgiving that's another great Holiday Oh how I love this time of year...tis the season to be happy.

XoXo,

Miks

Punkin faces.
Proud Artists

Check out our art work.

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My dorky boss with Poison Apples (black licorice & caramel apples)

Elise came to town and let Jasmin & I do her make-up.

Remembering a beautiful woman!

2009-10-20T15:09:00.000-06:00

Angela M. Alba "Angelita" Angelita Mata Alba was born October 1, 1913 in Durango, Mexico and passed away peacefully on October 17, 2009 at the age of 96. She was preceded in death by her parents, her husband of 50 years Bartolo Alba, her beloved daughter Dora Elia Robertson, her son-in-law Robbie Robertson and an infant son and infant daughter. In 1961 she moved from Mexico to Franklin, Idaho and in 1964 the Alba Family relocated to Midvale, Utah where she has lived for the past 45 years. Angela became a homemaker after several years of working the agricultural fields next to her husband. She leaves behind to cherish her precious memory her seven children whom she truly loved, Rolando Alba (Josie), Sergio E. Alba (Norma), Alma Alba Wood (Dana), René Alba (Kathy), Mario A. Alba (Kelli), Miguel A. Alba (Rosalina) and Mahonri M. Alba (Luann). She will also be greatly missed and loved by her 32 grandchildren, over 40 great-grandchildren, her brother-in-law and his wife Samuel and Hermila Alba, her sister-in-law Margarita de la Garza and many dear nephews, nieces, cousins and friends. She leaves behind a wonderful legacy of being kind, thoughtful and a very generous person with a great love and respect for our Heavenly Father and His teachings. The Alba Family would like to extend their sincere gratitude to all who have helped with the care of Angelita in these last few weeks. We will celebrate her life at a Memorial and Funeral Service to be held at Redwood Memorial Mortuary and Cemetery, 6500 S Redwood Rd, West Jordan, Utah on Wednesday, October 21, 2009 at 11:00 a.m. A viewing will take place at Redwood Memorial Mortuary on Tuesday, October 20, 2009 from 6:00 to 8:00 p.m. Interment will follow after the Memorial Service at Redwood Memorial Mortuary and Cemetery, 6500 S Redwood Rd, West Jordan, Utah.

Venice Beach, California!!!

2009-10-13T13:12:00.011-06:00

This past weekend we went to VENICE BEACH with our favorite people (Leah, Marisol, Moy, and Ryan) It was soo much fun to just sit, relax, and hang out. We hit up SIX FLAGS one of my favorite places in the world, we played volleyball (Mari's vb skills were EPIC-I wish we had a video of her dive she did), we went boogie boarding, we saw a fire show on the beach, made sand mermaids and castles we LAUGHED soo much my sides still hurt-this vacation was one of the best I have had in a LONG time, the only problem was it went by too fast and the weather was kinda colder then I would have liked it to be, but it was still nice. We need to start planning our next couples retreat! Hopefully everyone can join in next time around.
On a side note: This trip made me realize that I am not the only ditsy one in the family and in fact might be the smartest compared to Leah & Marisol-- that will be another blog post titled "Greatest quotes Venice Beach 2009" stay tuned.

Marisol, Miks & Leah

The gang building sand castles.

The first roller coaster of the day...

Mari's Story:
We were watching the fire show on Venice Beach and there was a hippie guy who was walking around with a hat; sweet innocent Mari called him over and dropped $1.00 in his hat, in return she got a beer! She says she didn't know that he was going to give her a beer, she thought she was tipping him for the show!

XoXo,
Miks

Our Apartment!

2009-09-08T16:10:00.006-06:00

This is the sunset view from our balcony--the camera didn't focus so it's a little blurry but still VERY beautiful!

The wait is FINALLY over...I know you were all DYING to see our apartment! Keep in mind that it is not finished, we are still in the decorating process. It is getting there, it's actually a lot of fun trying to tie everything together. I want a bakers rack for the kitchen SOOO bad, so if any of you know where I can find a cheap one PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know....

XoXo,

Miks

The Kitchen

The Dining Room

The Living roomThe Bathroom
The Laundry room

The Hallway
The Bedroom

Who is hotter????

2009-08-14T16:54:00.001-06:00

Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, Jacob. All the way! When I read the books, I just love the kind of guys that he is; sweet, unconditional, loyal, selfless, patient, open, honest, warm, not to mention smoking HOT. Where as Edward is not any of those things, in fact he is the polar opposite. He has no idea how to treat/be with a woman. The nights he watches her sleep, kind of creepy if you ask me. What do you guys think??? Who is hotter?

Lindsay Wright Photography

2009-08-06T15:46:00.005-06:00

On July 5th we had our family/Elia's blessing pictures taken by Lindsay Wright Photography-Johnny's older sister, and they turned out SOO great. She is such a talented photographer and her personality makes taking pictures so fun. It was kind of hard to choose which pictures to put on here so I just added a bunch. If any of you guys are looking for a photographer I definatly reccomend her you can check out more of Lindsay's work at:
www.lindsaywrightphotography.blogspot.com or www.lindsaywrightphotography.com

XoXo,
Mika

A new love.

2009-08-04T17:06:00.004-06:00

Mini's Cupcakes is my new favorite thing! they are so cute and SO fun to eat, if you eat to many of them though you may experience uncontrollable giggling, and a slight head ache. But who really cares when you are eating a small cup of deliciousness??? There store started in SLC, but they just opened a new shop in Sugar House (right around the corner from my office) they have the cutest names for the cupcakes like: like Breakfast at Tiffany's, Tainted Love, Pretty in Pink....etc. I recommend this store to everyone so stop on by!

XoXo,

Miks

Oh yeah, I cut my hair.

2009-07-29T16:05:00.000-06:00

I forgot to post a picture of my new hair do...I chopped it off! Crazy huh?

XoXo,

Miks

Old pictures are my favorites!

2009-07-28T15:20:00.000-06:00

So a LONG time ago, I was going through pictures with my mom and I grabbed a few and told her that I would give them back because I wanted to scan them to my computer so I could have them. Well, if you know me you know I always say I am going to do something and rarely do it--but that is beside the point. I did what I said, and now I am sharing the pictures with you guys.

Here's to me doing what I say I am going to.

XoXo,
Miks

I need a VACATION!!!!

2009-07-16T12:58:00.005-06:00

I don't know about you guys, but I need a serious vacation!!! I went out to lunch the other day, and when we were driving back to the office I had this strong feeling of I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK. Since then my work ethic has gone down. WAY DOWN. It feels like this summer has gone by so fast and that nothing has happened, at least not for me. Everyone has gone places and done things and I am stuck at my office. That month long rain storm we had didn't help either- I loved it, but now I feel like our summer was cut a little short. My point is, I NEED A VACATION!!!!!

I AM SO SICK OF CONSTRUCTION

Maybe if all of the construction workers looked like this I wouldn't mind, but they don't they are all fat and ugly...they smell bad too!

There is SO much construction going on in Utah and I am so sick of it. I work in the heart of Sugar House, and it is a living hell. Some big wig decided to build an apartment complex right in front of my office. The streets are so small on this block, so there is not a lot of room for big trucks and a lot of people. The job has been going on for a while now, and things are just getting worse. We have to park blocks away from our office, our entire office shakes and feels like it is going to fall down. Not only that, they stare at you! And to top it off, the complex is being built in the most ridiculous place. It is so small, and they are not building a parking lot-that I can see at lease (mind you they are building this complex in front of my office so I have a constant view of what is going on) So where are these new tenants going to park? I hope they don't plan on parking in the streets, those are our parking spots. If they do there will be a throw down, that is for sure!

Monday Blues.

2009-07-13T16:25:00.009-06:00

Mondays are so hard to get back into the groove of things, so I thought that I would post some quotes to keep spirits high!!!

XoXo,
Mikaela

*Most of (actually all of) these quotes I stole from Amandine, Johnny's step sister*

I am on a LOVE kick.

2009-07-08T10:41:00.009-06:00

Things I call Johnny. This is a ridiculous/funny post because I am feeling worn out and overwhelmed. So, by all means, read on. If you would like to comment at the end and add some of your favorites be my guest!

-Babe
-Baby (used every day)
-Birdie ( he calls me this...I love it)
-Boo
-Boyfriend Face
-Bug
-Bumble Bee
-Care bear
-Cowboy (brings back memories)
-Cuddle Bug
-Handsome
-Handsome face
-Hippo Love (because Hippos are my favorite...so is Johnny)
-Honey
-Honey pot
-IZZY (when I try to act like one of the army guys...HOoRah!)
-IZZYMAR (it's a combination of Israelsen and Martinez)
-JBI
-Johnny Boy
-John Boyd
-Johnny Boyd Israelsen (when he is not paying attention to me and I am saying something that I feel is very important)
-Little Pumpkin Love
-Love
-Love Bug
-Love of my life
-Lovey
-Love Story
-Love Triangle (this one makes him laugh)
-Mr. Handy (because he is)
-Mr. Wonderful
-Muffin
-My Old Man
-My Sexy Man
-My Sweet Sugar Muffin
-Nacha Bomb (because his nachas are bomb)
-Nachas
-Pants
-Pantalones de amor (because this one makes him smile)
-Princy (because he is my prince)
-Papas
-Papa Bear (because he makes me feel safe)
-Pickle Bottom
-Punkin
-Sexy
-Soldier Boy
-Sweet Pea (one of my favorites)
-Sweetness
-Sugar
-Tiger (as in "hey there Tiger")

I am sure there are more, but I can't think of them all. As you can see, being my boyfriend can be a VERY rewarding experience. Ha ha.

Love Letters.

2009-07-06T11:23:00.001-06:00

So I was cleaning out my in box, because I HATE having unorganized e-mails. Anyways I came across some letters that Johnny wrote me that I have saved-because I think it is important to save things like this when you are in a relationship. It's so much fun to find them and remember how in love you were/are. I think it keeps the romance alive, I am not kidding...because of this find you know Johnny is going to get lots of love tonight!!! Enjoy.

Laugh with me, not at me pretty:

I am not good at poetry, but Gary is out of the office and I am bored and thinking of you, so here is my attempt at romance.

This girl is hotter than a f-ing fire,
I like her so much I could never be a liar
She has the most big, gorgeous, beautiful brown eyes,
I will be more gentlemanly than all other guys?
Mika is chiller than a cooler,
I would never ever ever fool her.
Her dog tried to bite my ass and face,
If someone disrespects her I will spray them with mace,
Mikas kiss is my idea of heaven,
I wonder if she likes 311,
You know this poem is so fricken lame,
I am head over heals, and its her laugh to blame.
We both like Al Green, that makes us kinda the same
Mika, you are truly so amazingly cute to me,
I told you a joke about roast beef and pee.

Ok, babe, I am done, this is probably the lamest thing I have ever written, if you wanted to black male me, this could be gold in the hands of Chris Cook, but you wouldnt do that, would you?gangsta? I hoped you laughed because I love to make you laugh.

I have the biggest crush on you Mika, you are as chill as you are beautiful. I am here for you baby, really. Take care and MUUUAAAAAA.
Johnny.

My little pumpkin love:

it is now 3:35 in the PM Monday Morning, the 26th of November. I love you. You are my life.

You're so cute:

I miss you SOOO much My Mikerbell, I am so glad that you are having
fun babe...You are the light of my life, I love you so much and I don't
like the feeling of not having you here with me. But as they say,
distance makes the heart grow fonder...mine has, i truly miss you and
never want to take you for granted. I love you tons babe. Miss me as
much though ok...Work is good everything is going well. Mua lover. Be
safe and write back if you can. Your Johnny Boy. I love you.

Mi pantalones de amor:

Hey sweet lover Mika,
So I spoke with your mom, she was sweet and nice, she was glad I called, she says Hi reina. I got home today and left right away to go to sushi with my mom, and all i could think about was your laugh, your kisses, your smile, your hot body. I miss you babe and it was so good to talk with you, but I would rather have you here with me. Shyne says Meow. Take care my babe, have fun and soak up that hot mexico sun for my hot mexican lady. Besitos...Loves to you.
I truly Love you. MUA BABE.
Love your Johnny boy.

Happy Anniversary!

2009-07-05T15:46:00.001-06:00

It was our 3 year anniversary on July 4th 2009. Unfortunately we were not able to spend it together due to the fact that we both had family in town (Yes, I was sad. Yes, I cried.) This fourth of July was very emotional. But I just wanted to take sometime to say how lucky I am to have Johnny in my life. Before him I was a little out of control and he grounded me--and I did the same for him. He such an important person to me, and I wouldn't give him up for anything in this world. I joke with him about what I would do if I had to choose between him and a puppy @ gun point....and I always say poor puppy. poor poor puppy hahaha... Anyways, I am always taken back by Johnny, he definitely keeps me on my toes. I am more in love with him than I was when we met over three years ago. Though he can be a pain in my ass, and sometimes I wish he wasn't as funny as he is so I could stay mad at him I am so grateful that he makes me laugh everyday. You are my favorite JBI, I adore and love you. All the little things you do mean the world to me, you treat me like the princess I have always wanted to be treated like. You do so much for me and my family and I could not ask for more...I hit the jackpot!!!

XoXo,

Mikerbell

BBQ's in the Canyons!!!

2009-06-29T13:58:00.007-06:00

Here are a few pictures from Sunday, it was supposed to be a HUGE family BBQ, but only the cool people showed up. Still it was a lot of fun, nothing beats Canyon BBQ's. I got there a little late, but once I showed up that is when the PARTY started. Myk made me two hot dogs and we made a fabulous new creation, S'mores with Strawberries. The most amazing thing EVER! and Jammed out to some tunes thanks to Lala (she brought her portable speakers) it was the perfect way to spend a Sunday.

A very nice scenery picture taken by Daniel James

Dannie had us all laughing so hard throughout the whole BBQ, he really is a funny (not to mention DARING) kid. It is really great to see him grow up into a man, he is such a great kid and Lala should be proud-I know she is guys, I'm just saying-to have him as a son. Okay, let me explain this picture above. Jody (always causing trouble) dared Dannie to lick the snail for $2.00 and Dannie did it. We missed it the first time, so Lala and Tina (I had no part in this) told him to do it again so we could take a picture, so not only did Dannie do it once...he did it THREE TIMES! SO GROSS! He was a good sport about it though. And now Lala has some blackmail material when Dannie starts kissing girls!

XoXo,

Miks

Our Martha Stewart.

2009-06-29T13:57:00.001-06:00

We all love it when Lala comes because she brings all of her goods and her talents and we just get to hang out and enjoy the fun! Here are some pictures from Friday night @ my moms house. We, I really should say they, made aprons while we talked, ate, and joked around. It was SO much fun, aside from Jasmin going to the hospital because she was sick. She is okay now, and she doesn't have the swine flu like we all thought she did.
LALA WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND YOU MAKE US ALL HAPPY WHEN YOU COME AND VISIT US!!!

XoXo,
Miks

We are moving....AGAIN!!!

2009-06-18T10:37:00.002-06:00

Johnny and I move into our brand spankin' new apartment on July 6th (Kinda sucks because it's a Monday, what do ya do?) We are SOOOO excited to have our own place again, living with parents after having your own place for over two years is kind of tough, especially if you don't have a closet. Not like I have a great wardrobe or anything, but still hanging up my clothes so I could attempt to put an outfit that looks somewhat decent would be nice. Don't get me wrong, living with my parents has been great. They have been great. I just want my own place to do whatever I want. We are moving into a one bedroom (we have NEVER lived in a one bedroom) so we are going to have to use our space wisely and get rid of a lot of junk that we have and that we DON'T need. My favorite part of our apartment is the balcony. It has views that people would be jealous of. I know because last Sunday JBI (johnny) and I snuck into our apartment to check it out. It wasn't done yet, it is in the last phase of construction. Seeing it made me even more excited than I already am, only 18 more days! Our Complex is called San Moritz, it is in Midvale-right next to Gardner Village, how cool is that??? I have asked Lala, my mom and Corinne (Johnny's step-mom aka my other mom) to help decorate the apartment. I know with the help of these ladies, our home is going to be the hottest spot in SLC. If anyone else wants to help decorate, let me know i'd love any ideas you have. Once again, I am going to stress how excited I am! Check out the website for our complex www.sanmoritzisyourhome.com

XoXo,

Miks

Happy Birthday Danielle....Better late than never!!!

2009-06-09T13:18:00.002-06:00

Last night Danielle and I went to dinner for her birthday (I know her birthday was on Memorial day, but she was in Arizona). I told her we could go wherever she wanted, she said she wanted Thai food(which is one of my favorites so I was WAY excited) After some research I found a few places that we had never been to and I let Danielle choose which one she wanted to try. We got in the car and headed to Royal Thai Kitchen(816 E 9400Sandy, UT 84094) , for those of you who like Thai food I recommend this place and I am sure Danielle would do the same it was DELICIOUS! Anyways, we had a blast! We talked about everything Life, Family, Religion, Parenting, Friends...It was a nice and open conversation and I can't wait to do it again.
Danielle, I just wanted to say that I love you very much and you are such a beautiful person on the inside and out. You are a great mother and a great friend. Let's not forget about your crafting skills! I can spend hours with you just talking and laughing. Thank you for being open and honest with me. I hope you had a great birthday, can't wait for next year!

XoXo,
Miks

TAG! Why the hell not?

2009-06-04T14:07:00.004-06:00

I normally don't do tags but thought that I would give it a go:
What are your middle names? Johnny=Boyd and Mika=Yari
How long have you been together? We have been together for 3 years on the 4th of July!
How long did you know each other before you started dating? A few days, maybe a week.
Who asked who out? Johnny! It was love at first sight for him.
How old are each of you? I am 24 and Johnny is 25
Whose siblings do/ did you see the most? That's a hard one, I work with L-Dub everyday and we live with my parents....everyone is ALWAYS THERE!
Do you have any children together? Kind of...we have a cat (Shyne bug) and a dog (Meiko)
What about pets? See above comment
Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple? That is EASY, the whole financial situation. We can't hold on to money even if we wanted to.
Did you go to the same school? No. I'm a Hillcrest girl and Johnny is a Juan Diego Mo Fo'
Are you from the same home town? No, I grew up in Midvale and Johnny grew up in Cottonwood Heights/Sandy
Who is smarter? Johnny is book smart and I am street smart. We make a great team. Although he may not feel that same way about me being street smart.
Who is more sensitive? ME!
Where do you eat out most as a couple? We like to switch it up.
Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple? California. SAD!
Who has the craziest exes? Johnny does for sure.
Who has the worst temper? Johnny. I keep on telling him he needs to take a patience lesson from me. "Don't sweat the small stuff."
Who does the cooking? Both of us. But Johnny is the better cook, he is so creative.
Who is more social? Johnny, I am so shy. Until you get to know me then I don't shut up, You might wish you didn't get to know me.
Who is the neat-freak? Neither, unless we are going through a phase, then we both are.
Who is more stubborn? That would be me.
Who hogs the bed? I do! I love to cuddle, if I don't feel you in the middle of the night I will make sure to find you and pretty much sleep on top of you. Johnny hates it, it's not my fault I like to be close.
Where was your first date? A very nice dinner at Harry's and then we watched Anchor Man
Who has the bigger family? Me, my family is HUGE and it hasn't stopped growing.
Do you get flowers often? Not really. Sad.
How do you spend the holidays? My family earlier in the day and Johnny's family for the rest of the night.
Who is more jealous? I am. I kind of crazy when it comes to that.
How long did it take to get serious? Hahahaha, within the first week he said I love you and that same week I moved into his place. Haven't looked back since. 3 years later and still going strong, I think it was a pretty good decision!!!
Who does the Laundry? Both of us.
Who’s better with the computer? Johnny, hands down.
Who drives when you are together? Johnny, and I HATE driving with him. He is so crazy, but he never lets me drive.
I now tag. All y'all! Have fun.

Happy Birthday Baby!

2009-05-22T15:22:00.002-06:00

I am so thankful that your mom gave birth to you 25 (yes, 25) years ago!!!

You have been my strength since I have met you, you have done so many things for me that are irreplaceable. I am so happy that you are in my life, and I thank god everyday that I found you on myspace (hehehe.). I am constantly amazed by you everyday as a person and as a best friend--you are so honest and unconditional and have been there for me every step of the way. The love that we have is so hard to put into words. It is so strong and pure, it has been built with our experiences together; the tears, the laughter, the failure, the success. You can always bring a smile to my face and you give me laughter everyday I can't even think of being without you. You are the best side kick in the whole world and that I can always count on you to be there. Johnny you are the most amazing person, I know because I am lucky enough to spend everyday of my life with you. I tell you this all the time but you really are my hero (and not just because you are in the army) but because I have watched you fight you way through struggles that are not easy and you still hold your head high. You are honest with me and with yourself. You stand for what you beleive in. Adapt and Overcome is on your arm for a reason, it's what you live your life by. I have watched you grow into an incredible man, you are going to make something of yourself and I have the pleasure of being by your side for the entire ride! I love you so much and can't imagine my life with out you. Happy Birthday love, and I hope there are a lot more to come!

I love you so much Johnny!

XoXo,

Mikarincess de la Crincess

Wedding Not Gonna Happen??? WHAT?!?

2009-05-01T12:35:00.002-06:00

It's true, as many of you have already heard....We made this decision for a lot of different reasons, and we are both very sad but still very much in love! We hope that you will still come up in July so we can see you guys...And want to give our thanks to all of you who helped plan our wedding. Hopefully we can put those plans to use sooner than later (fingers crossed!) We love you all.

XoXo,

Johnny and Miks

Party Time!!!

2009-04-10T15:57:00.002-06:00

This past weekend we celebrated my birthday with our friends, we went to dinner at Biaggi's and then we were off to green street. One of the best nights I have had in a long time!!! It is always so fun to get together with everyone and just have a crazy and I mean CRAZY night. We don't get to see each other as much as we would like, but when we do we sure know how to make it a night to remember!

Thanks to everyone who came to celebrate my birthday with me....see you guys next year!

XoXo,

Miks

My 24th Birthday!

2009-03-31T15:53:00.001-06:00

As you all know, my birthday is my FAVORITE day of the year! It's the one day where I get to do whatever I want. This year, was the best birthday in all my 24 years of life. Johnny took me to a delicious breakfast at The Original Pancake House...YUM! Then we came to the office and Kira brought me pink and while balloons with a "princess" crown. Johnny and I went to lunch with my dad, it was so fun. I love my dad, he always makes me laugh. I finished of the rest of the work day. Then we went to dinner at Tiburon, it was AMAZING! Johnny topped of the night singing me a birthday song and a card that made me cry. We watched Twilight and went to bed. Does it get any better than this????

Birthday Flowers From Loren & Corinne
(Lilies are my favorite!)

Hippo Body Pillow
(Hippos are my favorite!)

This Plant brings me "good energy"

MY NEW TOY!!!
(Pink Mountain Bike)

WE'RE FINALLY GETTING MARRIED!!!!

2009-03-26T12:52:00.004-06:00

It's about time!!!
Johnny finally proposed, I told him I all I wanted for my birthday was a ring and he totally came through! Even though he didn't do it the way he wanted (he was SO excited he spilled the beans early) I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm engaged and I get to pick my ring! We are getting married on July 4th, I am so happy and excited. I am also grateful for everyone around me who has offered their help. I feel very blessed and lucky to have each and everyone of you guys everything you do doesn't go unappreciated. I love you all so much and I can't wait for the wedding & having you guys here makes it 10x's better. This is going to be the best wedding ever.

XOXO,
Miks

Elia Lucy Martinez

2009-03-26T12:15:00.008-06:00

The best things in life are worth waiting for...and that is the truth! Sweet Elia was due a week before she finally decided to come. Allison was a trooper, her epidural fell out and she was pushing without it for 1 1/2 hours!!! Eli on the other hand wasn't as strong, we all know he has a weak tolerance to these types of things. He almost passed out! Good thing the oxygen tank was there so he didn't. Haha! Two hours later, the sweet pea was delivered (7.8 oz and 21 inches long) Total labor time was about 18 hours give or take. She is the most amazing thing I have seen in a while. Congrats to Eli and Allison we love you guys!!!

Finally

2009-03-11T03:53:00.000-06:00

We (more like I) Finally gave into starting a blog, Like everything else, it's going to take sometime before I get the hang of this thing....

" Remember God, Create Value, and Choose Love"-Thanks Marisol and Ryan